So when I met Don I have NO clue how much I weighed. I know I wore a size 18 or 20 pants. I know that I was unhappy with how I looked and I know that I had actually LOST weight at that point. If you want to know the truth. I bet I weighed about 240. Yes. I said it. That is utterly disgusting to me. And no, I don't tell people how much I weigh, like ever. It took me 6 years to tell my HUSBAND my number. So consider yourself lucky (I think...:))
This was in Vegas in 2007 I think:
Lets fast forward to now. Don and I have been together for almost 7 years (holy crap!). Today I got on the scale for my health assesment at work. I weighed 168. Seriously? What the crap? I honest to God don't know when the last time my number has been that low. Not even in high shcool. You know how some people hope and pray to get back to being "high school skinny"? I never was skinny in high school. I am skinny (to me) now.
I couldn't be happier.
Do I want to lose more weight. Hell yeah. I have 24 more lbs to get to my goal weight. I have decided my goal weight is going to be 144. (Well right now I say that. It might change again :))
During the health assesment I got my cholesterol checked. Its normal. It was high before. My BMI is still in the overweight category (even though I am not keen on the whole BMI thing) but I have gone from a 38 (obese) to a 27. Crazy. My waist circumference puts me in the normal range too so I dont have an increased risk of cardiovascular health problems.
I honestly haven't felt this healthy in my adult life. I can honestly say I am 85% happy with my body. Do I still have issues with it? Sure. Who doesn't?
But I dont mind having my picture taken anymore which is huge b/c I will have pictures of me and Lizzy together to look back on. And these days when my husband says I look good, I believe him.
I know it sounds like I am sitting here patting my own back. And you know what, I am. Im really proud of how far I have come and I am anxious to keep going!
If you have gotten this far, thanks for reading. No need to comment if you don't want to, I'm not looking for "way to go's" or " you look great's" (but I will take them if you want to give them :)). I just want to get this out there for me!
This is me now:
(This is the only pic I could find at work of my body)
And this is from this past weekend at the winery we went to:










